Tuesday, July 27

Power --- I just got back from house-sitting at a house where there's NO COMPUTER!
Here's a review of the movie Spiderman 2:

Much like his predecessors on the big screen, Peter Parker lives aseries of challenges and victories which, though we cannot directlyrelate to them, symbolize the great journey we all go through.  In summary, he discovers his powers and learns to battle evil and help hisfellow humans.

Some superheroes furthermore teach us to grapple with our sense of dutyand our true purpose in life.  Spiderman takes these lessons severalsteps further.  Indeed, unlike the others, Peter Parker is the firstsuperhero of whom I can honestly say, "I want to be like him."  This feeling relates mostly to his outstanding spiritual qualities.

I will mention the three most notable. Clearly, Peter Parker is ahumble chap. Despite his greatness, he is never seen using his powersto elevate himself over others (except one fight in the first movie). How tempting it would have been to redeem himself in the eyes of hisaunt by saying: "Yes, I did let uncle die, but I've learned, and now Isave lives every day..."

One might also notice his radiant acquiescence. Throughout the movie, he graciously accepts the most dire adversities, the most grueling humiliations. From his financial and career failures to his inability to get a cocktail at a gala, he always shrugs it off and (nearly) happily moves on.  Even when his best friend slaps him in the face(twice!), he recognizes what the latter is going through and lets it go.

Peter Parker is, at last, ultimately sacrificial, and this is constantlyevidenced. His understanding of sacrifice, however, is much deeper than Hollywood ever sees.  In a society where nothing surpasses the paramount "duty" of following one's dreams, Spiderman's explicit message is that "Sometimes to do the right thing, you have to give up what you want,even your dreams."

That people everywhere are raving about this blockbuster is great confirmation of the inspiring power of such a character, and provides great hope for their receptivity of spiritual lessons.  In fact, the movie has many more explicit lessons: in truthfulness, detachment, perseverance, forgiveness, patience, generosity, etc.

To top it off, the film is a masterpiece of cinema: stellar performance from the somewhat intimate cast (the scene with Dr. Octavian and his wife is as warm and comforting as they get); stupendous special effects (who could tire of Spiderman's freedom in the air?); lavish sets (the crumbling hanger dazzles the eyes!); smooth transitions and pacing; and, of course, riveting action (the mechanics and intricacies of the movement of and fights between the two antagonists had my mind racing to capture the particular physics of each moment!).  Not only does the movie delight us with action, but it also feeds us great drama, almost-but-not-quite-mushy romance, suspense, surprisingly sassy comedy- even a captivating horror sequence (when Dr. Octopus's mechanical arms take over in the hospital). In summary, watch Spiderman (1 &) 2, and rejoice!

I also highly recommend "50 First Dates," a brilliant, heart-warming romantic comedy, as good as, if not better than, "The Wedding Singer"!

Monday, July 19

Truth --- I get to house-sit at a gorgeous home for a whole week, starting Wednesday! I'm psyched!  The lady told me that her two dogs will most likely want to sleep under the sheets with me, and that the cat is a bizarro in need of much attention.  I'm listening to an opera radio station!  One of my best friends delivered a beautiful girl recently (I've seen tons of pictures)! My (past-) supervisor is due any day now!  There are way too many untranslated Writings of Baha'u'llah - I feel deprived...  I have posted a summary of my two-week vacation. Check it out! http://danio.allmail.net. (Click on Summer 2004.) My sis' and my nephew come to town tomorrow for a week!

Wednesday, July 14

Back? --- I'm back in Richmond, and running around spinning plates. God is good... all the time. That's for sure. I don't expect to post until this weekend, at which point I plan to summarize my latest adventures.

Monday, June 21

Union --- I just heard news of the most wonderful union: the engagement of two most beautiful and wondrous souls. Ruhi Book 4 planning is going well. Sarah and I will have a grand time. Last acting class tonight (until the fall). I've got a call-back for a show that starts in Sept: Kingdom of Earth, by Tennessee William. Cool! I'll have to see if I can actually fit it in my schedule... I miss my friends. That's the truth.

Tuesday, June 15

Rain --- tonight, after getting so bored of "Ladykillers" that Robbie and I walked out of the theater, we went to eat a Thai appetizer and fried icecream. Peter joined us. Then we sat on a bench on the sidewalk in the middle of the terrential rain, and created ourselves a moment, as it were... I had some auditions tonight. They seemed good. I read a chunk from the National Spiritual Assembly yearly report - the Office of External Affairs is experiencing very challenging times. I love brushing my teeth!
Theatre --- we had a great class yesterday, I'm really liking this Meisner method... I came to a realization last night, regarding the value of this method, and how it relates to the endeavor of using the performing arts to express truth. Thereupon, I decided on the topic of my next research paper. I expect I should be able to start my research in September, and write a decent paper by the time I re-apply for grad school in December. This morning I dreamt of a dragon-wolf. He was gorgeous. And then the twirling sentient flowers landed on the green hill and became ptarmagons - bad omen...
Goodbyes --- You never know what you've got 'til it's gone, right? Nope. I think part of walking through the Valley of Knowledge, the part about seeing the end in the beginning, allows us to avoid this problem. I don't know if I'm in this Valley, but I have a decent sense of this quality. For instance, I believe I had a good sense of the value of having the Cooks around in our community while they were here - though I miss them sorely. Oh! I got a cell phone!!! how awesome is that? (you might be cringing right now, but think about it... it had to happen...) I've got a picture of Jenna Cook on my screen (who came up with the idea of a _camera_ in a _phone_?). She's very sweet - we had a pleasant evening together before the family took off. Life is good.

Monday, June 7

Things Slow Down --- It's funny, even though I'm really not doing less (in fact, it seems still more and more), the crazy madness feeling of everything overwhelming me, after going through a phase of comfortable acquiescence, has now receded to the background a little, leaving a funny blandness in it's wake... A new experience for danio!!!
The day after the concert, we had a marvelous gathering to wish farewell to the wonderfull Cook family. The three youth/children have been role-playing with our group all year, and we've had beautiful times together. I will sorely miss them, for sho'! There was so much love at this gathering! One of the most exciting things is the prospect of spending more time with my cousin Katherine. She's totally awesome!
Sherry and I had our first public performance. It was fun. We also got to see a bunch of other awesome performers at the yearly Unity Courtyard Concert in West Point, VA. Great times. At the end of the concert, a bunch of people who are involved in "Expressions of the Spirit" got together to check in. It looks like we have significant support. I'm hoping we can kick this off the ground around mid-July. We'll see. At this stage, it's still difficult to tell the pace of such things. Looking great, though - we have awesome people working together!

Sunday, May 30

Beauty --- It's been so great to have this bird (it might be a couple of birds) singing all day while we're going through Ruhi book 4 (on the life of the "Twin Manifestations" of God - a history of the Baha'i Faith)! It's like they're assisting us. God too is assisting us, as we have very little time to go over all of the material... It's going great. I'm missing someone very much, though. Funny how emotions get... The choir had a beautiful performance today - another demonstration that, even if we suck in practice, when we trust in God, the Beauty flows through us despite our frailties... Good times!

Monday, May 24

Tutor --- I managed to plan the first of four units in the book I'll be tutoring this weekend! My acting class is going great. I've gotten to work with almost everyone in the class! Mogwai is still the best band of the moment. Robbie's team won the soccer game 6-0. I poored water on my head at work just on a whim. My hair is still black. I just ate strawberries while drinking orange juice. The ninety degrees outside didn't even bother me today. I am lovestruck and delighted by it. The moon is a beautiful crecent and magnolias are in bloom. I wish I could tell one soul of all the things that are in my world, but I always have God, my true confidant.

Thursday, May 20

Summer trip --- I've managed to get two weeks off from work, June 26-July 10. Here's the plan: (1) go to Ruhi in the Woods 2004 in Fort Wayne, IN and tutor Ruhi Book 4 (a study in Baha'i Scriptures and Baha'i history) with my friend Sarah Lonning; (2) visit my beloved family, the Dornbrooks, in Mentor, OH (right outside Cleveland); (3) meet up with my parents in Quebec, Quebec to visit my sister and her family. Then I'll be back in Richmond to pick up again on all of my activities, and this new summer project. Yippie!!!
Life on the line --- I found a way to describe how I've been feeling! It goes like this: everything in my life means more and more, because of how I always try to embrace all of space and time - every experience, every moment. It's taking over, though, so then I focused on embracing the nothingness all around - how none of this stuff really matter. But then, when absorbing this emptiness, it too means everything! So everything means everything, and nothing means everything! How overwhelming is that? Although, of course, it's also infinitely beautiful. In order to cope, I've found that disciplining myself to meditate everynight helps in escaping it all. Furthermore, after deciding with Sherry that we'll learn to play and sing the song "Because" by the Beatles together, I felt an immense relief. In the final analysis, the danio is very happy!

Monday, May 10

Project Launched --- I just launched my new project yesterday! It will span the whole summer, and is characterized by the following: a first meeting has been set for two weeks from now; a series of weekend workshops, maybe two hours each in length, utilizing the skill and enthusiasm of the the people I know in Richmond; the possibility of poetry, acting, playwrighting, singing, playing music, dancing, and storytelling so far; anywhere from 5 to 25 will help the launching; the theme is unity: for all people to consort in love and friendship with other people from all regions, cultures, religions, etc.; only the first phase, leading into a second phase in the Fall. In summary, it's an exciting project that will bring together many people and offer something real to the community. In fact, the project has already succeeded - it's almost as if I get to sit back and watch now (though that definitely won't be the case in practice...) Yay!
Total Madness --- I keep thinking to myself how crazy my life is! There's a few new emotional things going on with me, but I'm managing to be detached enough to both welcome it and embrace the continuing elements of my life. I'm happy, with lots to live for, and so many of them are in the here and now!

Saturday, May 1

Little things --- In the car, I thought about something Joel said... that blabbering isn't necessarily a form of communication. I actually don't speak much about the things I do to those nearest. In truth it would take too much time, but I thought I'd just share a story with my dad in the car. This afternoon I picked up some icecream with Niki for the rest of the team at work. My teeth are clean and happy, 'cause I went to the best dentist ever yesterday. Sometimes I think so much that thinking is all I'm thinking about... Musing. Musings.

Monday, April 26

Veronica --- What a beautiful woman, my Veronica. She was visiting on business from Anchorage, AK, for Planned Parenthood, to sponsor a pro-choice march in DC. So I drove up on Saturday to visit her for a couple of hours. We had the most beautiful time catching up. She and I have such amazing chemistry! It energizes me to have seen. I am truly blessed to have such a wonderful friend...
Uncle --- My sister (Charlotte) is pregnant with her second child - which makes me uncle TWICE!!!! Yeah! TWICE I've been on the verge of tears of joy since I heard yesterday! I get to visit her and her family (of now FOUR!) in Qubec beginning July: my dad and I are driving up. I'm super spyched.

Thursday, April 22

Baseball --- I went to a baseball game for the first time in my life with a couple of workers and their respective significant other (none for danio!?!). Fun!