It's amazing what parts of me I've been able to trace back to books I read early in my childhood:
Reading about Grover's visit to the museum, I learned that you cannot easily categorize any object, and that nomenclature has its limits in defining things. Is a carrot a vegetable or a fruit? I also learned that life gets overwhelming, that there is much to learn about how to get through an experience, that we learn from past mistakes, and that the world is the most amazing of all museums.
Reading about the life of Oscar the Grouch, I learned that just because everybody else dislikes somethings doesn't mean I should dislike it too. In fact, it can be fun and identity-defining to like things that others don't - is it because of the Grouch that I have always loved rainy days?
Dr. Seuss has taught me much. What more simple and life-long serving lesson could you find than a willingness to try something new, however unappealing it may seem, especially when suggested by a friend? Interesting how I learned this without necessarily learning to give in to insistence - which would be a very bad thing. I guess the balance and completion of these lessons came in the virtues and qualities with which my parents inculcated me (note here the use of "inculcate" without its negative connotations).
Suddenly, Kindergarten
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Marzieh had her first day of kindergarten yesterday. It’s wild to consider
that 5 years passes so quickly. She walked in, all confidence, and didn’t
cry or...
2 months ago
2 comments:
You're making me cry!
You had a very unusual childhood. To grow up in a world that was not always comfortable for your parents, made us try to see the good things around us, but to understand the things we didn't like. Everyday we tried things that didn't look like what we were used to them looking. Pastries were not as sweet as we thought they would be. Language never seemed to be a stumbling block for you. You embrassed it and conquered it whenever you needed to.
Life now doesn't make sense to me unless you take risks. Risks are scary, but wow when calculated and prayed about - they can lead you to new worlds. These worlds are sometimes right where you are except they aren't easy to see.
With all of the pain and discomfort I've had, I am finally learning to let go. And it feels so good. I am so thankful that I am able to work. I just hope that I get approval to use someone else's sick leave or else Daddy and I will learn how to live on nothingness. I guess it's doable.
I am very happy for you and Lillian and the little one and her family. I often think of her family and they mean SO MUCH to me!!
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